I am now 16 and last October when i was 15,i finially recieved my Sacrement of catholic baptism in the fall baptism class.Me and the other tween and teen girls all wore the traditional,all white,”babygirl” type baptism outfits which consisted of the poofy,short sleeve,top pf the knees baptism dress and bonnet with lace anklets and white maryjane shoes and under our dresses,a white tee shirt with the cloth baptism diaper and plastic pants.After my party that afternoon,my parents took my relatives to the airport,so i was home alone.My boyfriend,Alex,came and brought me a card and told me how cute and babyish i looked! One thing led to another and soon i had my dress off and was on my knees giving him a b******! Since then i have felt guilty that i let god down and am worried that he didnt accept me into his kingdom.