I’ve been struggling with some personal issues lately and I want to anonymously share my story to get things off my chest.
I’m so tired of crying inside. Not only tired but drained. But at some point tomorrow the crying resumes. The mysteries are what causes it and when. I’ll exhale and keep a calm expression. If someone asks how I am, I’ll respond with the usual answer. I’m okay.
I’m screwing around with a married man. He’s 18 years older than me. I think I’ve let him become the only saving grace in my s***** life. I don’t want to set the boundaries that I have to. I want to be able to be his princess. Everyone is judging me for it like I committed f****** murder. I finally found someone to help me heal all the trauma from my previous relationships and now I’m supposed to just give that up.
