I think there deepest wish for you was to be happy. And At The Same Time wanted to happy. People are cruel when they don’t want to be. No matter the malicious feelings they cared. He regretted not telling you everything. Sometimes unstable souls aren’t able to compromise. What’s the point to be under the sun .. maybe they wanted to fix something because at the end of the day people are scared. But the question is did you reach for their hand? Did you ask them anything or notice when they were hurting? Love is not one way you know. I myself deeply in love once for the brief time I had with them all I thought were selfish I could had told about my vices or how I felt about my own life and how worthless I felt. But I mess up. I didn’t know any I didn’t want her in pain….what would be the point in spilling my guts? She probably never loved me back…she already had my heart but I Truly really regret it not being human enough for her… if she ever finds me i know I couldn’t speak to her no matter how I could. ………… did love you but life doesn’t give you what you want.
