I started giving blow jobs to boys when I was just 13. I did it because this boy I liked was interested in this other girl and I wanted him to like me. I just went over to his house knowing his parents worked and he was alone. He didn’t know what was going on when I got down between his legs and opened his zipper. I pulled it out and put it in my mouth and just sucked and worked it with my hand. He came very fast and then just said I better leave before his parents came home,
That night his mom called and told my mom what happened. Mom gave me a long talk and took me to the doctor the next day to be put on birth control even though I swore I was a virgin. She didn’t even ground me or punish me. She was a single mother with two daughters, I was the youngest. Truth is I didn’t and still don’t regret what I did.
Of course the boys found out and they all wanted me to do it to them. I refused at first hoping that boy would like me but his mom would have killed me. So one day on the way home from school these two boys caught up with me and asked me to “s*** on them”
We just went into this alley and I sucked them both then went home like nothing happened. Soon all the boys waited for me to walk past that alley and almost every day I would go in and do it. This went on for the rest of the school year until one day I was going at this boy and I heard mom yell what the f*** are you doing! Two other boys were waiting their turns, the boys all ran and left me there to face mom.
She took me home and then to see some doctor to talk to me. She also had me tested to make sure I didn’t have any STD’s. The therapist, a woman, talked to me about all things including constantly asking if an older man had ever abused me. I never knew my dad and the men in my mom’s life never touched me. I was never s******* abused.
I stopped doing that but the boys kept asking. I do remember thinking about it all the time, wanting to to it and loving the attention I got.
I stayed a virgin until I was 15 and gave it to this boy one day when I was at a friends house. She was f****** this guy and a friend of his came over too. It was quick and not much fun. I bled a lot and went home and told my older sister who told mom. She wasn’t surprised.
I never fucked a lot of boys but I gave oral to at least a couple of hundred before I even graduated High School. More after that, a lot more. Eventually mom married a guy and we moved out of that town and I met Steve who has no idea about me. I waited for a couple of months to f*** him but gave him a b******* after three dates.
We married and now have two children and he still has no idea how many men have been in my mouth before and after we married. Yes I have four guys I s*** off from time to time.
He will eventually find out I am addicted to sucking d***. Those four and his all the time. I s*** him so much that I think he gets tired of it. Just yesterday I let three guys come in my mouth. And I have never had an STD from it.
I hear it is very unusual for women to have this fetish but it is common with gay guys? Is that true?