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Last year I befriended a guy I met in a hospital. This was new for me but I needed help and barely felt alive. He was from the same city as I and I found him refreshing. He was weird but the boring ones are the scary ones.

After we were both were out of the hospital, within a week I got a letter in the mail. It was from him. We are both from the same city and he saw me near my house. I texted him my phone number. I figured he was safe being he was a good guy and I liked him,

He is even more unstable than I am and I am no saint but I have had past issues abusing and selling drugs and he has various disorders as well. I triggered him by trying to manipulate him and thought he would go away.

I am not proud of this and I know very well he isn’t proud of his part either, We just simply did not mesh which was both his words and I. The thing is we have a lot in common but he’s more open about his problems and I’m embarrassed of mine. That didn’t seem to matter to him and it horrified me that he wasn’t as judgmental as others. I am used to bad people into something when I was the whole time with him. He knew it but let it go. Why!???

In the end, I used and insulted him often and he knew it but helped me over and over and tried to be my friend while I pretended to attempt to be his. Many see him as crazy now being he fell apart in other ways with other people in this horrible city but we are the crazy ones for taking advantage of good people. Ashamed and disgusted with myself yet also afraid I’ll one day be as open as he was with me. What is wrong with me??

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She spoons with me! It is driving me crazy with my b**** issue. She snuggles right up against me and has my arm around her on on her br#asts. This was kind of OK in the Winter in her flannel PJ’s but now it is Summer and she wears either a T shirt or short nightie to bed with nylon or silky p**** thong style. She told me to keep sleeping in the same bed during summer as well as couch is not healthy for my back.

She still insists on spooning with me. I usually wear Boxer shorts to bed, or ranger p****** (nylon shorts) she she spoons with me and wiggles against me to get closer in the position she wants, my c#ck is rock hard against her A#S. I have been leaving the fly unbuttoned on the shorts and my hard c#ck pops right out of the shorts and rubs against her undies or bare a#s. She does not say a word just wiggles around a little more. A few times I wait until she is sleeping and I have jacked off on her a#s and just shoot all over her. When she wakes up she says nothing about it.

She is driving me crazy, she felt my hard c#ck pressing against her buns, and in a sleepy mode she reached back and stroked it, moved it around like to get it deeper and near her wetness. I am ready to just take her and do the deed. I think in my mind she wants this also… hard to say. But I am so going to f#ck her if she keeps driving me crazy.