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I’ve lost 200,000 dollars in the past 3 years Gambling

I (25M) have a serious gambling problem and I’m not sure who to go anymore. It all started in the middle of Covid with 25$ here and there. Betting on sports and playing blackjack for fun. Never really was a big issue. Never betting more than I could handle Never betting more than I could handle I have a great job. I have a great job that pays me 100k+ a year. I still live at home and pay the little necessities like rent and bills.

In 2022 it got bad I lost about $80,000 without anybody knowing my entire life savings gone. I called 1- 800 gambler got myself banned from my respective state from all casinos and online and even told my mother about it. I was doing good for about three months and then 2023 hit and I found this app where I could bet cryptocurrency. So I started there entering in $500 here and there. I want help I know I need help and I get into these moods where I just can’t stop even though I know it’s bad. I can’t help myself.

Been through all the swings, the gamblers have the winnings, the losings. I’m unaware of what to do and where to go. I lost it all last night. I’ve been up all night thinking about it.

I feel lost. And very tired.

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