I was angry disrespectful prideful selfish impatient unloving unmerciful unforgiving immature lazy irresponsible ungodly I complained I had resentment worldly sorrow I had a martyr like attitude I was anxious afraid worried paranoid I passed judgment against others I had a martyr like attitude I was self righteous I was boastful lazy and I lied I had violent thoughts I was unprofessional manipulative and divisive