A few months ago one of my best friends asked if I’d be interested in a girls weekend trip sometime.
After talking more about what would be fun and discussing it with my husband we decided on a four day cruise.
The first evening out after dinner we went to one of the clubs onboard for drinks and listening to the band. We hadn’t been there long until a couple of guys ask if they could join us. I immediately told them we were married so they moved on.
After a while one came back asking my friend to dance and she went. When they came back he sat down and began chatting. Before long his friend came back and joined us. We chatted the rest o the time then went to our cabin.
I was surprised when my friend wanted to know if I had ever had or considered a fling. I told her no then she said she hadn’t either but she thought it would be exciting and since we could and no one would ever know because we would never see them again we should.
I’ve been married 17 years and never given the first thought of being unfaithful but talking more and considering only the two of us would ever have a clue I told her maybe.
The next evening a couple of younger guys hit on us and she said she would like to hookup with one of them asking what I thought. They were both good looking and in their mid-20’s so reluctantly I finally agreed.
It didn’t take long for her to disappear with one of the guys.
Then the other one asked if I’d like to take a walk around the ship so I told him ok. As we were chatting and walking he took my hand starting down the stairs so I knew what he had on his mind.
We had not told them we were married but once we got to his cabin I let him know and that if we did anything he would need to use protection because I wasn’t on birth control. He immediately got a condom putting it on the nightstand.
We didn’t immediately start anything once we were in bed just kissing and him playing with my breast. Then he started the most amazing foreplay I have ever experienced getting me extremely aroused.
When he rolled between my legs I started to say not without the condom but he was quickly inside me and I remember just saying oh my god but just relaxed not wanting to break the mood. The s** was very intense and exciting knowing he wasn’t using a condom.
Then when he came in me my whole body shook as I had a massive o***** like none before.
My friend and I both spent the night with the guys and met up the next morning. We both agreed our decision was well worth it.
I didn’t tell her about not using protection until I missed my period a couple of weeks after we got back. She was shocked then helped me take a pregnancy test which confirmed I had gotten pregnant.
I panicked but she told me she would help me arrange for an abortion. We took a day shopping trip a few days later so I could have It.
I will never get over what a mistake I made.
