got into compulsive mast**b*t*** in order to derive some pleasure so that I can work the next day
it has been difficult to have a social life as the work has rotational shifts and there was a ecommerce fraud amounting equivalent to 1.5 years of current salary
things got tough at work where it pressured me more
I guess it also became a reason for escapism and that it is so convenient rather than facing actual world problems
Hereby making a declaration of not continuing and I am sure that I shall get over it
