I got a teenage girl pregnant 18 years ago when I was 26 and well made her get an abortion then damnit if I didn’t feel bad and then the very next year I started hooking up with a chain smoking 16 year old girl who I knocked up by the time she was 17 and k was 28 and I was getting deployed to Iraq from the national guard and when I was there I had bad bad ptsd constant depression and crying and I’d shift myself alot and I somehow always was sick and vomiting and I ga w myself and eating disorder and would sjit myself sometimes to not get out on patrol
One patrol I missed was ambushed aand my 4 friends were killed . I couldn’t take it anymore and k had uncontrollable m*********** . When I got back I got a DWI and totaled my car after discharge and I was working at a Dicks sporting goods store I. 2012 and f****** a middle school girl who lived in my same trsiler park because I’m a bad human
