i always wonder why people stop talking to me and then i realize that it’s because when i’m talking to them my personality just becomes their personality. when i can’t keep up the fake persona (me subconsciously acting like them as much as possible), they drop me. i think i do it because i have such a strong desire to be liked and such a bad fear of rejection. but i’m afraid that if i’m just myself i’ll have zero friends. i actually don’t know what MY personality is like. i’m a chameleon and i hate it
