After being a widow for 7 years, I had no idea when I said I do 4 years ago that my new husband was an abusive, neglectful, emotionally absent alcoholic. I left a 65k a year job, sold my 4 bedroom 3 1/2 bath house to marry him. I should’ve dated him longer but, it was long distance. Now, I’m trapped, even though I paid off his debt, helped him get good credit and raises at work I’m the bad guy. Well, lately I’ve been thinking about it. He’s an abusive, neglectful a****** and no amount of prayers have helped him. I’m sick and tired of working my old a** off everyday and being cursed at and watching him abuse our animals, so YES, I’ve been plotting in my mind h********** him. F*** all you judgemental mother fuckers!! Imagine if it was your mom or dad and they were old, like me you’d understand.
