I don't know whats real anymore. I don't know if I should fight in this lifetime because I have no reassurance or clarification for what I feel is really

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I don’t know whats real anymore. I don’t know if I should fight in this lifetime because I have no reassurance or clarification for what I feel is really valid. I only have my gut and instincts to go by. And as each day goes by I’m leaning towards the point where I should leave this world to fight for ‘us’. I would keep dying with a fight until I wake up next to the person that makes me feel safe as much as I make them feel safe. I hate thinking like this and I hate these suicidal thoughts.. but is it really suicidal if I feel in my gut that I can finally be happy and hope to be in a universe where I have a chance to fight for our love? F***.

New Confession

Saw a girl in a public bathroom yesterday. Tan suit, yellow low-top Converse, dirty blonde hair. She was pretty, hot, gorgeous—literally my perfect girl 😭. I wanted to say hi so bad, but I’m way too shy for that, so I just stood there and said nothing. Now I can’t stop thinking about her and wondering what would’ve happened if I’d actually talked to her. 💛✨

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