• 1 year ago
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When I first got my cats I used to choke one. I did it four times before I stopped, I grabbed her by the neck and lifted her up that way. Thinking back on it I want to cry and hurt myself the way I hurt her. She is still alive today along with my other cats, and she is the sweetest cat ever. I dont know what was wrong with me when I was a kid. I love her so much and this has been eating away at me ever since the memory re-emerged in my head. I hate myself for it, I wish I could go back and change it. I want to hurt myself the way I hurt her. I feel like an evil monster. I’ve never had the though of doing it again and I don’t know what compelled me to do it before. I hate myself for it, I’m so so sorry.

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