I feel like I’ve been playing victim for too long. I blame everyone even though it was me being s*****. I’m afraid of people correcting me, and I’m so afraid that I am the problem. that’s why I blame it on everything except me. this sudden change of my behavior for being protective over heartache of being blamed by other has led me into this s***** behavior of blaming people and basically everything except me.
there’s too many things that I avoid. and it all lead me straight to hell.