My darkest thoughts are:
– wanting to kill that prick who abused me for the whole year I was pregnant and till my child was a year old.

– wondering if I wish the father of my child had actually succeeded hanging himself in front of our child to manipulate me into getting back with him. And that it would have been easier without him.

– beating a two faced a****** who I thought was my friend bloody and hoping he’ll never have another relationship or child( not with me, he broke a lot of women’s hearts and abandoned his 3month old son for p****)

– wondering if I hate men because almost everything that is s*** or fucked up with my life was done by a man….