My best friend is into this guy and I like him too but I’ve been lying to her that I hate him so she doesn’t find out and I really want something to happen with him and talk to him but I just keep being mean and distant with him because I’m so scared of my friendship getting ruined and I honestly can’t confide in anyone because she’s my closest friend and I realize this all sounds like high school b******* but it’s been eating me inside out.