I cheated on my boyfriend this morning. I am a horrible person, we have been fighting a lot recently and I was drunk and slept with my coworker. I am so sad I can’t stop crying I can’t tell him or he will leave me. I do love him I honestly do more than anything I have no idea why I did that I don’t know how to feel or who to tell because I’m so scared he will find out and leave me. It’s my fault completely and he has every right to be angry with me and I know that I should tell him but I can’t if he leaves me I will literally end my life I know that sounds dramatic but I don’t have many people in my life he is my main source of happiness I don’t know why I don’t know why why did I do that why did I do that oh my god