(i did the wrong category last time.) When I was 11 (I am 15 now) I was super h**** all the time, I ejaculated onto my childhood dog’s face and have constantly felt guilty everytime I remembered, and I want to scream cry myself to death because of how fucked up, embarrassing and ashamed of myself I am, and that he had to go through that. He passed away 2 days ago and when I remember it I want to hurt myself everytime.