at first, i tried to convince myself you were the one losing feelings.
now i’m starting to realise it’s me, i’m the one losing interest and the guilt is eating me alive. i tried to convince myself you didn’t want anything to do with me anymore, because i was the one who got bored, i was the one that began to go to sleep early and ignored your texts. i know it’s my own fault for losing interest, but i just don’t feel like i need you anymore. whenever you try to kiss me, i try to avoid it. kissing a girl i don’t love makes no sense to me.

it’s not as if me leaving you will have some massive impact on your life. you don’t treat me the way you did before, we’re both busier now and we’re both meeting new people. i don’t know what to do, i don’t want to leave you but i wish you knew how i felt.

why won’t you see i don’t love you anymore?