I have cheated on my boyfriend of almost 3 years multiple times. But, I just feel trapped in this relationship because my bf has told me “You’re the only

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I have cheated on my boyfriend of almost 3 years multiple times.

But, I just feel trapped in this relationship because my bf has told me “You’re the only reason I’m still alive”.

I want to admit to him that I haven’t been happy with our relationship for a few months, but I just feel like I can’t.

I’m his first girlfriend, and he was mentally and physically abused by his father as a child.

He also wants to start a family, and I don’t because I don’t like kids.

I cheated with a guy who is on the autistic spectrum (im also the spectrum fyi) and he just gets me.

In fact, I have been seeing him for nearly 2 months now and I can’t deny the fact that I have developed feelings for him.

I need advice, cause I don’t know what to do.
Do I break up with my bf? Do I just s*** it up and live an unhappy life? I need an outsider’s thoughts.

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I could’ve had thousands of men. my pick. old young. all walks of life. and some women even. my extreme trust issues and fear of intimacy has made me paralyzingly alone in my mid 30s. Ill be forever alone and lonely without anyone. I’ve blown so many opportunities for hookups and great relationships and connections. The regrets is staggering and painful. Deeply painful.

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