I almost hooked with a girl after my gf left town for a couple days, we exchanged pics and arranged a meet but half way through the conversation she asked why I would cheat and it made me think about how this would/could affect my relationship for the rest of my life. Guilt is an understatement, after thinking to myself about. The fact that I jeopardized the relationship of a lifetime because I got very h**** and lonely….. It made me sick that I even thought about it (even worse started the steps prior), should I tell her that this happened but I didn’t do it or should I set it and forget it? shoutout to the girl because she decided against it in the end anyways. But still, I risked it all because I was h**** and it makes me worry that I should break up with her because of this. She could be with a guy who loves her with all his heart and doesn’t deviate because he got too h**** while she was away.