I wish I would die of a medical complication, so no one would blame themselves.
I could’ve had thousands of men. my pick. old young. all walks of life. and some women even. my extreme trust issues and fear of intimacy has made me paralyzingly alone in my mid 30s. Ill be forever alone and lonely without anyone. I’ve blown so many opportunities for hookups and great relationships and connections. The regrets is staggering and painful. Deeply painful.
I just fucked the living s*** out of my niece and I honestly liked it. She was sleeping in a short skirt with a pretty red Lacey thong. I pulled it to the side and started to lick. Next thing I knew I was c****** in her a**. I forced her to take it and she just ran off. Should I be scared?
