i recently attended my best friend’s sister’s wedding, it was all going great they included me in everything and i was a part of all the festivities but the only part was i was broke af. i couldn’t tell this to my friend cause of ego,
i stole some money from her mother to spend there, she had given me all the finances at the reception and all the gifts they received but cause i was down to my last 20 dollars so i stole some from those gifts the amount was around 200 USD but the guilt i feel is too much
i have a bad shop lifting habit but that always was out of fun and i never did something serious it was always just a cream or a nail colour just for fun and i stopped doing it for a long time now but i felt at that time i had no other choice cause i was really broke and i didn’t even have any money to pay for the bus fair even
i’m just scared that if my friend might have some idea about it, i’ll lose her forever, we have been besties for more than 13 years but i’m not sure if she knows or not cause we haven’t talked much since then
it could just because of my guilt that she might know but i’m really worried and the immense guilt i feel
i want to return the money but the money situation is very tiring
i’m not very good at managing my finances and i never knew why
i want to return the money so i don’t feel this guilt but i can’t help myself here cause the pressure is just too much right now