Am guilty cause I don’t think I want to go to college. That’s the whole reason I was born in the U.S to have the American life . To my Hispanic parents , that’s all that matters . My parents aren’t really the stereotypical ones but a mix . The dont hit me with the chancla, or cuss. They are very Catholic ofc, they don’t let me go out , I can’t buy my own clothes and well , there’s very racist and homophobic. Am gen z and I’ve learned that College is not for everyone , but my parents don’t understand that . I want to live life before relying of College . I want to meet people and have fun . Have my own house or apartment. But my parents don’t want that . They want me to study and go to College and get married and have kids . Truth is , I don’t want kids at all . Not ever in this s***** country , SPECIALLY here in Tx. I want a job that I can travel the world but also make lots of money . A good balance between my personal and work life . I rather study abroad and do things I like . I don’t understand tho , am a A and B star student . I get the good grades , I don’t do drugs or have s** with other kids . All I do is watch Anime & Kpop, read fanfics , s***, Manhwas , make scenarios in my head and go to school . I’ve never even dated anyone . So I don’t understand why I can’t have some freedom at least . To be able to hang out with my friends . But I know that won’t happen . My parents are already starting to fight my cause I revealed myself to be Atheist. I don’t have any hope in marriage cause man are not it . I rather be single than be in a broken and toxic relationships. Am only 15 years old , and am already done with the whole world . I just want to be myself but there’s no hope .