I manipulated a girl into thinking I was her closest friend, only to reveal to her that I wasn't ANYTHING like I acted. The reason I stopped talking to

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I manipulated a girl into thinking I was her closest friend, only to reveal to her that I wasn’t ANYTHING like I acted. The reason I stopped talking to her is because I was jealous of her getting attention from another girl that I wanted to date.

I feel horrible about it. We spent so much time together. I wish that I wasn’t the way that I am, so that I could cherish the almost perfect friendships that I once had. My traumatised childhood should not be an excuse for me to do these sorts of things.

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