I really just need to get this off my chest somehow, feel free to ignore this.

When I was 13 I met a guy online. He introduced me to his other friends who he all knew irl and we were all in a discord server together. All of them were really kind to me and I enjoyed being around all of them but one boy stood out the most (I’ll call him guy A). We just clicked. We got along really well and we’d spend hours on call with each other, often ditching the main group to hang out alone. One time it was just me, the original guy I met and guy A in a VC. The original guy said he had to go to the bathroom but stayed in VC. When we were alone, guy A decided to come out to me as gay. I thanked him for telling me and didn’t think much of it but guy A told me that under no circumstance can I tell any of the other guys. He told me how homophobic they were and how cruel they’d be to him if they knew. I agreed to not tell anyone. The original guy came back right after this conversation and everything continued as normal until the end of the call. We all left and not long after I got a DM from the og guy saying how he heard what guy A said and how he’d beat the s*** out of him unless I did something for him. I agreed since guy A had become someone very close to me and I’d do practically anything for him. Og guy called me privately and when I picked up he told me to turn on my camera and undress. I’m not going to go into too much detail but it was humiliating and these calls were happening for around 4 months until I couldn’t handle it anymore. I felt dirty and I hated my body and that feeling is still there two years on. I deleted my discord account and I don’t know what happened to guy A. I still feel guilty about it because I put him in danger by ditching him like that and I hope he’s okay.