I was radicalized into the altright as a teen girl online. I had massive issues with internalized mysogeny and holding bigoted views, and I'm still not

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I was radicalized into the altright as a teen girl online. I had massive issues with internalized mysogeny and holding bigoted views, and I’m still not entirely sure how it all happened. I was raised in a moderately conservative (and extremely dysfunctional) family anyways which lead me to having said opinions as a default. So one day after a debate on facebook I looked up anti-abortion and anti-feminist videos on YouTube. That was the start of a downward spiral that lead me to being radicalized into white nationalist and MGTOW ideological circles. Idk what to think or feel about it, now that I’m an adult.

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