I hacked my lover’s phone. He somehow found out and called the authorities. I still am able to use his info and clone it and know his activities. I was told by him he used spyware to see if I actually gained access somehow to his phone. I lied as usual that I did because sometimes I cannot help myself.

He used a different phone to contact apple or he knows someone there as I would have known. I even talk like he does and it’s not easy. Against the law to impersonate someone but it was anonymous and on his very own phone at least originally.

Apple is now involved as they have proof of me and a friend not only spoofing his phone and identifiers but also his wifi. I cannot say why I actually did this. I sometimes am so excited and curious after s** that I want to spy. Other times, I just view what he’s done from afar as I’ve already cloned it. Amazingly, it wasn’t that hard and not an android which a two year old could hack or whatnot.

I believe I become jealous even though we’re only friends with benefits. He is single and a few years younger than me. I’m married and he can’t understand why. I often wonder myself why I stayed because I cheat so much. I suspect he does too. Our kids are grownup and out of the house thankfully. S** would be so easy to enjoy, but nothing.

My lover is gorgeous and for a man that is 45, is as good in bed as one 21. Maturity helps. He sure could teach my husband. From looking at his phone, he only talks to women. All of his friends are and he has a lot of best friends that are women going back decades.

Some are exes while most he just seems to mesh with best. I’m beyond jealous and I know I shouldn’t be. I just sometimes do things for no reason at all. Now here with possibly jail time coming, I still use the spoof. He even caught me and a friend. He put a cam somewhere and caught me doing it.

He faked me out into revealing I used it by saying he had spyware on the phone. He didn’t. It was apple and the authorities monitoring his phone after he asked. Interesting I thought. I became paranoid and wondered if he was well connected. I would not be surprised but he is very direct and intelligent in how he speaks to you. A great guy and I did this to him out of jealousy, curiosity or impulsiveness.

I honestly have no idea but he is severely angry as he has every right to be. My friend had another angle because of someone he was involved with when a teenager. She’s also up to no good and he found out about her because she called him fishing for answers about this person.

I wonder if I told her too much about knowing his past encounters and secrets, or she tricked me. I think I’m clearly not well and she wants revenge of some sort. We’re both in it now and for what? Pointless. Maybe this is how I’ll finally get a divorce. I have to laugh but also cry.