Hanging out with friends is so fun. But there's something I feel that I cannot explain. Am happy being with them? This past few days, no, this past few

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Hanging out with friends is so fun. But there’s something I feel that I cannot explain. Am happy being with them? This past few days, no, this past few months I envy them, and I’m even comparing myself to them. I’m so very insecure with myself. They have all what they’ve got. And it seems like I’m just an outcast. We’re trio and it seems not all trios lasts forever. I kinda feel lost and sometimes I think I’ll be the one to be apart from them not now but soon. Maybe I’m just exaggerating, but I want to let out what my heart feels and what my mind is shouting.

Just by sharing here for the first time. My chest already feel so light and normal.

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Today is my day. I hope your day is the same.

Love Dad (DC)

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