I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing engage in homosexual activities while they watch I made s******* submissive facial expressions noises and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful disrespectful tyrannical devisive feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible insensitive manipulative disgusting I lied I was lazy immature tyrannical oversexed self rightous and I used profanity