Spent a couple of days with Carla and her mom while my mother was at her sister’s after the blow up with my mother. Carla’s mom was the one who told me that my aunt had called and said she was bringing my mother back home later that evening and for Carla and her mom to bring me back home when they got back. I was really nervous about seeing my mother again and Carla’s mom repeated her offer that I could come back at any time if I needed to avoid my feelings and desire for my mother or if my mother got violent with me again or tried to coerce me to be with her again.

When they dropped me off I walked in and my aunt told me to sit down for a talk. My mother said nothing the whole time. My aunt gave me a rundown that my mother was sorry for everything and that she had actually been trying to have what she and I could have without having s**. That ny mother would not allow those things to happen again nor try to coerce me or tempt me again. She said she knew it would be difficult to adjust to the absence of those things but that I needed to shut the emotional and s***** fixation on my mother down despite how hard it would be for both of us. She said that if such things happened again that she would start legal proceedings to have custody of me and that she was going to enlist Carla and her mother as watchful protectors over me. My aunt stayed the night but left the next morning. My mother stayed holed up in her room and I was so nervous snd fidgety that I called Carla’s mom and asked if I could come back for the night. She brought Carla with her and when they got there to pick me up it was obvious my mother was pissed off about it. We were almost out the door when my mother lashed out and accused Carla’s mom of trying to replace her and that she needed to keep her daughter away from me. My mother called Carla a s*** for no reason at all. Called me a pathetic loser for not being able to get laid by a s*** girl the few times we had dated. Accused them of ugly things. Carla’s mom practically dragged us out after telling my mother than it was all pathetic lies but even if it were true then better i be with my them than my abusive manipulative w**** of a mother who needed to go out and find a man and get laid instead of preying on and holding her own son hostage. My mothers last words were to wish Carla’s mother good luck with having a r***** uner her roof. As soon as we were a few blocks away Carla’s mother pulled over and needed a moment to get rid of her anger before telling us that the only reason she had not torn into my mother physically for calling Carla a s*** was that it was more important to get us away from my mother before it all got worse. Carla said it was actually pretty epic to see her mother go after mine like that and she was sorry she had not been a s*** on our dates but that she would be happy to set me up on a date with one of her friends who would be. At least we all laughed for a moment it distracted me from the thought that i was now almost parentless and alone.