When Carla’s mother stopped pacing in anger and found her voice agaim she say down and told me that everything I told her was messy, and I had some guilt in what all went on with my mother for over 2 years, but that I was not entirely to blame because no woman should behaving that way with her own son. She said that I needed to stop losing myself in feelings of shame and feeling disgusting because she had brothers, and every teen male has some degree of what I developed towards my mother. But she said the most important thing she could possibly say to me in that moment was that under no circumstances did I violate much less r*** my mother. That my mother had been wrong to accuse me of such a thing when she was the one who had complete control over a situation that should have never even been thought about much less being given life once and even worse for over 2 years. She told me I was brave for telling her and Carla everything and I needed to continue to be brave and strong because she doubted my mother would ask or make me leave but that I needed to be braced for when she came back in a few days. That when she did, it eas inevitable that my feelings and desires for my mother would return and the temptations would be unbearable. She told me to always remember that if anytbing got too rough or if ny mother came back continuing to wrongly accuse me of violating or r***** her that if my mother insisted I leave then their door was open as a safe place to come to if I needed it. She said I also neeed to remember that when my mother came home and tried to pick back up with what had beem going on, or if I found myself having the inappropriate intense desires again. She also said that neither she nor Carla felt it was a good idea for me to be alone in the house for the few days by myself. I told them I felt safe for now and that my aunt had stocked the kitchen and I woild be fine but she pushed for me to pack a bag and go with them. I told Carla’s mother that I did not want to go out or be seen whether bruised or ashamed and she kept pushing for me to go with them. Carla spoke up and basically translated for her mother. She explained that she cared about me and she was not trying to shame me but I needed to accept that if i stayed there alone then I would fall back into the very m*********** obsession and urges that put me here in the first place. And that no matter how I feared my mother currently or how terrified her eventual return would make me, that the void of my mother being gone and missing her would also eventually trigger me to give in to the m*********** urges about my mother to try to feel less miserable for a while. Not like I could argue with that. So Carla’s mom called my aunt and told her that I would stay with them for at least while my mother was with her, and Carla’s mom also put me on the phone with my aunt. My aunt told me that for now, as she had already said to Carla’s mom, that this was going to be our little group secret for now and we were not going to tell my mother about me staying with them.