I honestly feel like such an awful person. When I was around 6 I would do s***** things with my brother who was 3 years younger than me because at the time youtube had no filter so I learnt things I shouldn’t on there since my parents gave me a device when I was just so young. I want to apologise to him for what I’ve done in the past. It makes me feel as though I’m an awful sister, but at the time I didn’t know that it was wrong to do such things. Hopefully I’ll be able to apologise to him and open up to my parents about my wrongdoings. I don’t think I should be forgiven though.. it’s just unacceptable for what I did. Thankfully I know better now, but guilt still eats me up because of this
