so i would joke around with a guy be flirty even lay my legs on his lap and i like him more than a friend and the thing is this would sound normal until u find out i have a bf i dont wanna cheat on him its not right i know i should tell him i was about to but changed my mind idk with who to pick because its obvious my crush likes me and my bf but idk i barely met my crush and i have known my bf for years the thing is im starting to loose feelings for him and gain more for the other guy but then i think i will choose my bf because i have known him most of my life i cant choose him for a guy i barely met the thing is he goes to the same school as me so ima see my crush every day ig i could ignore him and ignore my feelings it so hard idk with what to pick the thing is i would say bad things about my bf so i wouldent seem like a bad person and i could flirt with other guys well talk to them and flirt a bit and be touchy i feel like an a****** but im gonna try to change the thing is i have been accusing him of cheating and all of that when im the one doing that i just feel like a bad person but i will change my ways for him but all it seems is that i been doing things that benefit me
