After i found my mother had locked the bathroom door while bathing to keep me out, when she came out she csme straight to my room and chewed me out. Told me this had to stop. I was shamed and frustrated and angry and told her she had already stopped it because she locked the door. Understandably that short tempered response angered her worse and she said she meant the incessant m*********** had to stop and zi was in tears and told her I wanted to stop but could not. She told me that from now on i was doing the laundry for my own bedsheets every day and maybe that would stop me because she was tired of dealing with my bedding laundry and filthy habits. I felt so low when she left but at that point I was so consumed with m*********** addiction at 15 that as soon as she left I reached into my pajama pants and began to touch myself to feel better and forget the shame and guilt but a few minutes later she marched back into my room and started talking for a moment before she noticed my hand down in them and moving and she yelled at me to stop it and even though I was in tears i could not stop. She stomped out but came back a moment later with her hairbrush and stomped over to me and grabbed my hand out of my pajamas and pulled me over her lap and began to spank me harshly as I bawled and screamed for her to stop. But she kept going and when she stopped she was upset because I was still erect and she could feel it pressing against her legs. She began to spank me again and despite it all as she spanked me i ejaculated and she realized when she felt the wetness against her leg. She was shocked and disgusted and stood and I rolled into the floor and she left. I was a sobbing mess curled up in the floor and still was some time later when she came back and got me up and held me and cuddled me as i calmed down. She swore she would do her best to control her anger but that i needed to understand that what i was doing to myself was wrong and bad for me and that it was very wrong to do so thinking about or looking at her when i did it. She told me that from now on we would both promise to try better and that she wanted me to tell her when I felt the horrible urges.
