I got herpes at 20 and being a s***** person has made think about death obsessively. I lied many times to partners knowing they weren’t gonna be long term lovers. I’ve gotten into relationships telling them after that just found out. Most long terms have to accepting to my utter surprise. My ex husband was the only one to actually get it and that’s bc his stupid a** didn’t listen to me that is wasn’t a smart time. He divorced and left me for my good friend 9 months later.
