I am having a very difficult time coming out as gay…being married with a family makes it all the more difficult, but i cant take it anymore…Im gay..always have known but finally admitting it to at least myself. I want nothing more than to be the “woman” in a relationship, to be the receiver and pleaser with a man… i have had plenty of affairs with men…slept with more men than women, and i want to spend the rest of my life with a man…It feels amazing to finally tell myself that I am gay,But i dont want to break my wifes heart…
