I cannot stop thinking about betraying my best, and only in life, friend after finding someone in real life to spend time with which turned into a relationship that most likely won’t last due to problems with my character.
I loved said friend, everyday spent together talking about anything and everything, sharing problems, playing games and overall having a good time while supporting each other at bad times.
I’ve lied to her after moving out from a toxic ex so I could spend time alone. I couldn’t accept the fact she was right about me being in the wrong by rushing things with my current partner.
I just wish I never met my currect partner and keep the friendship healthy as it was the best one I’ve had.
Now I’m only left with guilt, pain and constant feel of being alone.
Keep your good friends close, they’re worth lot more than any relationship.
