Do you hate me? I want to show you that I love you and I just want to help you be happier. I’m sorry that I’m needy or paranoid or I make a mistake. I get very scared that I’m gonna make you hate me. I’m also sorry I’ve been keeping a secret. That I still harbor feelings for you. I’ve done so much to try and move on but it’s still in my mind. I dont want you to think that I talk to you to date. I’ve accepted the fact you won’t ever like me even if it hurts. I just don’t want to hurt my friend and lose them either. You’re not the most social so I try to be understanding to your way of communicating and your needs but it’s a little hard sometimes. I’m always willing to try for as long as needed, I just wish I could help you more. I tell you I love you numerous times a day and I mean it everytime. Without you in this world I’d be so heart broken. I’d never could imagine a world where you didn’t exist. You matter. You’re amazing and funny and super cool and so beautiful. You’re the best person I’ve ever met and you’re why my heart still beats. You’ve been fighting with so many problems for so long,and you’re so strong to be able to overcome so many things to be improving slowly but surely. I’m so proud of the person you are. I love you so much. I’ll always be here for you. You’re my bestest friend in the whole world. If you ever think no one loves you or wants you to be happy, I’m always here and I’m always gonna have your back. Even if the feelings aren’t mutual, you’re my platonic soul mate. You’re the whole world to me cause you are my world.