I keep on watching porn, knowing that God will not be pleased about it. I am aware of the fact that it is a sin, and whenever I tried to get away with it

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I keep on watching p***, knowing that God will not be pleased about it. I am aware of the fact that it is a sin, and whenever I tried to get away with it I always fail. I started watching lust videos when I was a child maybe at the age of 10 I guess. I felt guilty because I am a church drummer, I grew up with God and here I am having an unpleasant hobby, my dark secret. I wrote this confession cause, I’ve never tried to tell anyone about this, and this is my biggest promise to God that I will not watch p*** videos anymore and start to live a new life. I will face my consequences whatever it is, and I am hoping that people will not be disgusted of what I’ve been doing for almost 8 years.

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I lied to my mother and family that I won’t kill myself but after 2weeks im planning on using my grandfather’s gun to feel free I don’t want to die but I also don’t want to suffer I hope they forget about me I wish I hugged you one more time mei sorry for everything if you ever find this Josephine please forgive me

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I regret my actions in my previous relationship. I messed up. She didn’t like that I was vaping and I couldn’t stop for her. She also was unhappy that I had sent explicit photos to another girl before we were together. I could have been better for her, but I wasn’t and now I can’t live with myself. I wish I could be with her every day, but I know that she wants nothing to do with me. Maybe one day I can apologize for how I treated her and we can be friends again, but she doesn’t want anything to do with me right now and I don’t blame her.