I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient stubborn faithless goofy devisive anxious afraid worried paranoid I had violent thoughts worldly sorrow resentment I complained passed judgement against others I was immature irresponsible lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving unprofessional self rightous selfish ungodly I overreacted I lied I had a martyr like attitude and my girlfriend wanted to talk to me this morning and I intentionally blew her off