I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient stubborn faithless anxious afraid worried decietful tyrannical manipulative I lied I had violent thoughts worldly sorrow resentment I complained passed judgement against others I was selfish disrespectful immature irresponsible lazy ungodly unloving unforgiving insensitive unmerciful unprofessional self rightous I overreacted I was undisciplined and I had a martyr like attitude