I want to say sorry to the people I hurt before. I was too clueless and blind for not knowing I am hurting you guys mentally. I want to go back to the past and rewind my actions. Sadly, that’s impossible to do so. Even you guys didn’t go for revenge and all of you had grown up and have new good friends, continuing your life’s… I am so jealous and glad the same time. I am suffering right now. Mentally for recalling all my mistakes and actions and I deserve it. I get embarrassed easily, I have social anxiety, I can’t even approach to a person anymore. I will feel good if you feel relief that I am the one punished right now. But I want you guys to know, I never intended to hurt you, I am very much stupid and too f****** innocent that I did not know what I am doing. I thought I was protecting you guys from that person who is taking you guys away from our closeness, but I am too blinded in jealousy and got brainwashed. That I ended breaking our group apart… I’m sorry