Wow.
The first time in ages I like a guy around my age. He’s two years older than me (decent considering most of my crushes are adults nowadays), sweet personality, cute – and although not much, we actually talk!
But guess what?
According to two of my friends – he’s a r***** and is no afraid to ask random people to s*** him off! Aaaaaaand he put his hands on a lesbian who obviously didn’t want it.
Now, here’s the twist;
I don’t f****** care. I should, but I don’t. I would if it was someone else though. If it was my friend he was r***** I’d beat the s*** out of him without a second thought! But I’d be completely fine with him making me do s***** s*** for him. I’m a virgin (kinda) but I’d be completely fine with him treating me like a toy as long as he’s not with someone else at the time.
Does that make any sense?
I feel like s***. I’m still gonna ask him out though and act completely oblivious to this so if he isn’t actually like this I don’t make s*** weird.
He’s suspended for a couple of days though for vandalism so whatever he wanted to ‘show me’ tomorrow will have to be postponed.
I feel like s*** for this. But is this really the worst thing I could do?