I’m a 33 year old bisexual man who fell in love with a 22 year old gay man who’s been asking to be my boyfriend for 3 years. I went against my nature and choose to listen to my parents. We met up last year and had non penetrative s** twice, I refused to sleep with him because I’m still a virgin. The worst part is that he had a boyfriend at the time and this broke them up. He was very sad and became w reckless. We recently reconnected and are planning a life together when he got really sick, we found out three weeks ago he has HIV. All of my family and friends want me to leave him but I’m so in love and I’m so sad. If I had became is boyfriend when he asked me when he was single none of this would’ve happened. He was 19, I was 29 and I didn’t want to feel like I was taking advantage of a young person. I’ve recently got on prep but I’m so scared the first time that I actually have s** I could get HIV, this is the toughest decision I’ve ever had to make in my life and the worst part is that I feel him pulling away from me. It’ll de estate me if I wind up positive and he decides to leave me after all, for making him wait.
