my mother caught me watching porn in the WORST. WAY. POSSIBLE. she borrowed my headphones without telling me and it connected to my phone so

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my mother caught me watching p*** in the WORST. WAY. POSSIBLE. she borrowed my headphones without telling me and it connected to my phone so coincidentally while i was watching ol’ p**********. i did lie to her about it being the first time i watched it. lucky for me she said that exploring stuff like this was normal and i shouldn’t be ashamed of myself for it, but this feeling of awkwardness is hard as hell to shake off. i feel dirty. really dirty. for watching p*** in general and this is how i get caught doing it. things could’ve been so much different if she just asked me before using my headphones and if i didn’t leave them out like that. why the F*** did this have to happen. honestly the preferred way of letting this out would be going to a confessional or something like that but i guess doing this and talking to thin air works too. i wish there was some more way to make her forget all of this or change the timeline to where this s*** DIDN’T happen. i feel sick and i’m crying idk how long it’s gonna take for all of this to subside

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My husband always watches p*** and said he fantasized about me being with a b******** man. On vacation in a bar , I noticed a muscular young black guy watching me. I’m 28, 120 lbs with perky breasts. I started thinking about the fantasy and was getting a bit aroused. My husband was really drunk and I knew he was ready to call it a night. I told the black guy our room number in the hotel, he said he was on the same floor. I asked him to meet me in the hallway. As soon as we entered the room my husband hit the bed, I knew he was out for the night. I removed my p****** and bra and put on a short skirt, I was really going to do this. He was waiting for me in front of his room and pulled me inside rather quickly. He wasted no time kissing me and pulling off his pants revealing his huge manhood. He layed me on the bed and forced his large p**** into my mouth. I was scared because this was happening too fast. He forced it down my throat and I began to gag. After a few minutes, he pulled up my dress around my stomach and saw my tight little p****. He spread my legs and forced his big d*** into my wet hole . It hurt ,but he buried it deep inside me. I begged him to stop but he kept thrusting me. Soon I started getting used to the size and it started feeling very good. I begged him to f*** me good as I grabbed his balls. He was making me c** so hard. He had his way with me for about an hour and I had never had that many orgasms. He finished in my mouth and I eagerly swallowed every drop. I went back to the room, barely able to walk. My husband was still passed out. I get so h**** now when he fantasizes about a black man using me. He has no idea

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