• 1 week ago

I fucking hate myself so much I think there’s something wrong with me

i wanna be groomed and I don’t know why whenever I date a person my age (minor) I don’t FEEL happy for some reason I want a man who is way older than me to tell me they love I want a man who is okay with me being a minor and could still love me. IM FUCKED IN THE HEAD AND I KNOW I am legit crying I don’t know WHY I feel like this I want to go find a guy who is so much older than me and have them tell me they love me I fantasize about being “touched” by an older man Aswell and I hate myself for it man..