I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing engage in homosexual activities while they watch I made s******* submissive facial expressions and noises and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful disrespectful tyrannical impatient devisive feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic goofy immature irresponsible ungodly lazy faithless unprofessional I lied I was unloving unmerciful unforgiving and I used profanity