• 1 week ago

I lied about my whole identity as a person. I cant help it. I’ve lied to friends, family, and myself about the dumbest things just to feel like I belong somewhere. My parents raised me under a strict household so I’ve never done anything. My friend on the other hand has done so many things that I feel like I missed out so I lied. I lied about having certain friends doing certain things and as I write this I feel like they’ll find out and leave me. But I only did it cause I want to be accepted. I don’t want to ruin my relationships with my family or friends but I feel that if I say anything it’ll all be worse. Problem is… I don’t know how to not lie anymore. Help me.